January 7th, 2005

Time: 12:22 am

if i binge (because i am a horrible person) and then burn the calories i binged through excersize...do you think the bad deed is undone?

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January 6th, 2005

Time: 06:52 pm

i am officially no longer fasting. EVER. only restricting like crazy. this is because i've come to realize after a day or two of fasting i almost always binge like CRAZY. RESTRICTRESTRICTRESTRICT

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January 2nd, 2005

Time: 06:29 pm

omg i just threw out an entire untouched gyro... it should be said that GYROS ARE THE LOVE OF MY LIFE really you just have to think to yourself get rid of this and the problem and temptation will be over just be gone with it! weaknesses- gyros cheesecake almond joy salads clam chowder ugh.... you know what's aggravating? you dont LOSE any calories by throwing out these delicious foods, you just prevent them from becoming a part of you. so technically you dont GAIN anything positive (weight loss wise) by denying yourself these things! unfair.

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December 29th, 2004

Time: 03:40 pm

my family is definitly catching on. i really need to figure out a way to distract them or make them think i'm eating ughhhhhh. advice please???

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December 25th, 2004

Time: 09:29 pm

UGH I WANT MY PERIOD TO END ALREADY SO I CAN START!

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Current Music: bloc party Subject: planning Time: 09:00 pm Current Mood: heavy

after this menstrual period i am most definitly going on a hard core fast. i talked to a friend of mine about wanting to lose some weight but she definilty didn't get the extent of how much weight i want to lose. it's ridiculous. i dont want to lose weight. what i want is like a....total freaking body modification.

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Current Music: iggy pop Subject: FYI Time: 07:17 pm Current Mood: honest

This journal is one of two.

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